Brownies...

are a wonderful comfort food!

Tomorrow, or Tuesday depending on if they are closed for the holiday, I need to make a doctor's appointment for the end of the week so I can start meds again. Which is absoutly dissapointing. I know, I should have "realistic" expectations that most of the time it doesn't work on the first try. But I figured that maybe we were different, or lucky. Not this time.

I know we haven't "technically" been trying for that long. It will be 2 years in March. But it feels like forever. And I know there are people out there that have been trying for a lot longer than we have...they just seem so much stronger than me. But it just feels like my body is failing me. Its my body's fault this didnt happen sooner, and I had idiots for doctors that wouldn't test me for anything. And now finally, almost 2 years later, I found a doctor who diagnosed the problem and is helping us continue and succeed in our journey.

Looking at the positive side, which I've been trying to convince myself there's a positive side, I have another month to lose a few more pounds, let my life more in "order, save more money...