A Step Toward A Positive Direction

I had the pleasure of holding a 2 day old baby, yesterday! He was so tiny and precious.
This was a BIG step for me. Its the first baby, that wasn't a daycare kid, I've held in the past month. I did very well. The only time I got teary eyed, was when I saw his mom holding him and talking to him. Imagining that I should be doing the same thing at the end of the summer. But after I realized that one day, eventually, I would be doing that, I was fine and enjoyed watching him meet his older brother for the first time.

I am so excited for his parents. They deserve all the best and their two sons are beautiful! So, congrats on your newest addition, he's adorable! And thank you for sharing him with me.

Some people are ignorant

Some people just dont understand that they aren't the only ones with problems. Everyone has problems are one point or another . Don't just assume that you are the only one.



...I woke up this morning having a bad day...to add to it, I found out that my dad is having surgery. They haven't set the date yet, but it will be soon.

...I'm Terrified...


I'm missing my baby a lot today.
69 more days until my doctors appointment.

February 14, 2008

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I feel like somethings missing.

My Day

Tristan came and visited me at work and then come home with me for a few hours. As hard as it was on my emotions, I had the most fun I'd had in a while.

He's playing in the cat toy.

"Hmmmm, how does this thing work?

"Maybe it'll work better down here"

Weight Loss

Today is the start of my diet. And I'm hoping that I can stick with this diet.

Someone I know, lost 14 lbs in the first 2 weeks. So it gives me hope! I'm taking these next 3 months to get healthier and to my "ideal" weight. It's something to keep my mind off things and it's just something that really just need to do. I've been so unhappy with the have I have looked for a long time and it's time I finally did something about it.

In addition to the diet, I'm using the treadmill at work. Hopefully this all works out and I stick with it, so its one less thing for me to be upset about right now.



Did I mention that I hate my car! Well, I dont hate it but it doesnt like me! First the battery dies...Now it wont start. My dad thinks its the starter. So he tried to fix it on Saturday. But it was too cold, the jack wasnt working properly and it started to rain so they gave up. It's getting towed to my parents house today so that he can fix it. It wont even try to work. For now, I'm driving my grandmas old car, which I LOVE!!!



Today I also would have been pregnant for 3 months...